i'll try to make this perfectly clear. (avantguardian) wrote,
i'll try to make this perfectly clear.

i think i need to start using this thing again

whats up everyone, how are you?
i'm doing pretty well...surviving the winter. even though its not really much colder up here, for the first time i actually do get the sensation of a season. my job is entirely tourist based, so in the summer, my restaurant was super busy, and now its completly dead, meaning there are no shifts and no money. which is ok. the hardest part was getting used to only working 2 shifts a week. what to do with the rest of the time was bugging me for a while. i saw how easy it would be to fall into a pit of depression and worthlessness as if i was snowed in. but i managed to deal with it pretty well. i started taking some classes at city college and all except one are totally awesome.
other than that, i've been spending alot of time with my roomates and creating what is feeling more and more like a community at home.
the love life is mellowing out, which i feel is something that i really need right now. or actually i need the absence of a love life for a while.
i feel so much love around me no matter where i go, or even if i go nowhere at all and its the kind of love that is effortless, unspoken and universal. true beauty in all its temporal sincerity.

more to come.
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