i'll try to make this perfectly clear. (avantguardian) wrote,
i'll try to make this perfectly clear.

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where is my mind?

i feel like i want something that i cant quite put my finger on. and it worries me because i feel like im creating the illusion of being happy by veiling my real emotions.
and once they come out, its healthy, but difficult to realize.

in other news, i want to go to cuba so badly! and quickly, before it crumbles into the pit of a US protectorate. when i was sick i sat at my computer fantasizing about going, planning out a trip i have no money to take. but that hasnt always stopped me in the past.

this anxious butterfly infested stomach feeling is alarming. i need to find out where its coming from.
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